If you dont dream big there's no use of dreaming

‎”She led her life, she did exactly what she wanted to do, no matter who she hurt or left behind. She was a woman who knew her own mind, and always got what she wanted. You can tell that, listening to her story. I’m sure she was very beautiful, but probably very selfish. Men always seem to fall madly in love with selfish women, not the kind ones, or the good ones, or the ones who are good for them. Don’t be too good..You’ll just get hurt” -The House.

Its the wondering that’s the worst part. I wonder how you’re doing, if you know how much I miss you,  and what kind of things you’re getting yourself in to. You always had a way to make me realize how great life was and how fun it is being spontaneous. Or maybe it was the fact that when I was with you, I always felt like we could do what ever the hell we wanted and we would have the time of our lives. As long as we were together. It all sounds so cliche but man I miss how you made me feel so free and fearless. Even though I know this is the right thing to do, I can’t help but miss you. If I could erase every memory we had, I would because I know how much easier life would be. I still think of you every morning and every night before I sleep. Hell, every little thing reminds me of you. I’m listening to John Mayer’s new album as I type this and even THAT reminds me of you. And even though it’s been so long, I never knew this kind of sadness or pain even existed. Loving someone so much is one of the greatest feelings and things I have seen and felt. But losing that person, or being without them is the worst feeling in the damn world. I know everyone says it gets easier with time and it does. But the pain NEVER goes away…ever. I don’t even know if you’re going to read this..or if you ever read anything I write on here but I guess I get some kind of peace of mind with just thinking you do. I’m thinking of you every. single. minute. I hope you are okay, no matter what you are doing. I hope you’re actually taking care of yourself. Always listen to your heart, no matter where you are..

Little Surprise :)

Something pretty exciting happened today. Even though it’s not that big of a deal, I feel pretty cool! I was checking my phone today on my lunch break from work and I saw that someone had tweeted me a picture that she found of me in StyleLine Magazine! For those of you that don’t know, StyleLine is  Metro Detroit’s largest magazine. It also promotes events that are happening around the area. They were one of the sponsors for Wayne State’s High Voltage Fashion Show that I participated in and wrote about last month. So at the Fashion Show, they were taking pictures and that’s how one of my pictures ended up in there. It was such a lovely surprise today!! Anyways, here is the picture that was taken. I was stuck at work all day so I couldn’t find some place that sold the magazine but I’m so excited to buy a copy and see the entire article.